The diary begins with.
We have lived together for 7 years and I think this is a perfect time. I don’t know you deserve this or not, but I do know that there will be no one around …
Chloe closes the diary and places it on the table and takes a deep breath, she knows she is a miserable person but she doesn’t want to think about it now because someone write it to her. The doctor comes inside and says she can discharge next week and suggests her to walk with a stick and a month of bed rest to heal her scars and bones and asks her to come for a checkup every week and he left.
Chloe did not hear anything the doctor says, she tightens her teeth and loses herself for a second and controls herself. She knows why is she like that, she wishes that one day she will make him realise what a person she really is. She tries to lie back down and closes her eyes and in moment, and she sees the kid again she is in the middle of a street, and the kid begs in the street for food, Chloe opens her eyes and starts to think why she keeps thinking about this kid and she also realises there is one more feeling that always keeps her angry now, Hunger.
In a week of time, Chloe gets discharged with a spinal support belt. Now she has to use a walking stick as her spinal cord is still not recovered properly which made her walking difficult. Chloe comes out of the hospital and calls the broker and reaches her new house.
Chloe Settles down and lies in her bed. After a week of time and eating like every 2 hours Chloe still feels hungry all the time, to divert herself from her constant hunger, Chloe opens her diary. She hears a voice outside, she opens the door and finds no one, she decides to walk a little around the street, she finds a small girl. That small girl looks like the one she saw in the hospital. She walks down the road, a truck at the same time, the truck is about to hit that girl, Chloe calls that girl, as she can’t run she screams for help and closes her eyes as soon the truck comes closer to her, people around surrounds Chloe and asks whether everything is fine.
Chloe looks at the road and finds nothing. Chloe starts to sweat, she walks a little to ensure there is no one on that road. Confused Chloe yells at the people around “Go away I am alright” she walks inside her house and thinks about what happened outside, she sees the diary again, its on her bed and she opens the diary again.
We had been together for 7 years and I think this is the right time to break up I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know you deserve this or not, but I do know that there will be no one around if anything happens to you, how many friends and how many people love you, Chloe? No one! Everyone around hates you, people think that you are a maniac and I don’t want to live with a maniac!
I married you because you are weird and nerd and bold, I thought you would open up after marriage, but you never did. You are so rude, selfish, you had saved all the money you had worked in last 7 years and never ever disclosed your bank statement to me and never even let me touch you, why?. Why do you think that you are not safe when you are with me. I am your husband. I accepted and forgave how you were with me in the past even though you cannot accept my one mistake which is because of you, we have never slept together since we married, so don’t be surprised with what you saw. Just forget everything and don’t ever come back home and ever try to contact me for any problem!
And don’t forget this too, Because of….
Chloe closes the diary and bit her lips and throws away the diary on the floor.
She locks her eyes and lies in her bed. After so much of time a drop of tear that brushes her cheek and fell in bed. Chloe hates herself for the way she is so selfish and overprotected, even now her thoughts about the diary are only about herself and least card about her husband’s feeling.
Chloe asks herself while she cries, why can’t I live like others, why can’t I smile. She looks at herself in the mirror next to her bed, why can’t I smile. She screams…
Her childhood moments start to flash in front of her eyes.
To be continued…